Tuesday, August 4th, 2009
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9:51 pm - going to sf
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tomorrow is going to be amazing going to sf for a week <3
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Thursday, July 16th, 2009
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9:54 am - hhahahah
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so i remember my lj stuff this and melo are going to be getting updated more now
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Sunday, January 4th, 2009
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3:31 pm
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So life is something that is strange, but you always learn a lesson that is worth something.
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Tuesday, November 18th, 2008
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11:15 pm - what i hate
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i hate not knowing what i am with a person..... and yes he is back in my life and yes i know what it means
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Tuesday, May 27th, 2008
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9:45 pm - lalala
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im alive.... thats all you need to knwo and what not... if you know me i dont use this that much rave fourms have taken over my life
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1 How many X Make me cry
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Sunday, October 21st, 2007
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7:44 pm - happy day
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SO an update i am no longer attached to any guy...
I am promoting come to my parties ^_^
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Saturday, June 24th, 2006
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10:27 pm
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I am playing WOW for all you of that play that game. . . plus this is the BIG OUCHIE of the week it happened on Tuseday
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2 How many X Make me cry
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Monday, February 27th, 2006
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5:48 pm - Both of these were taken from Genny
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Monday, January 30th, 2006
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11:38 pm
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i need a hug and someone that i can just pour out my feelings to right now
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Monday, January 2nd, 2006
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4:39 pm
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okay . . . so all who dont know it check it out. . . www.myspace.com/xblackxstarrx or www.myspace.com/xxanjelxx i think thats my second one but im not sure. . . ill edit it when i find out. . . anywho the major thing with me is trying to figure out this whole issuse with the boys. . . . and yes i know you all are confused about it as much as i am at times. . . well this year is going to be amazing and i have some new things i am going to try and make it a better year than the past years. . . <3 you all. . .
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Friday, October 7th, 2005
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3:14 pm - stolen from genny. . . and i have to ponder now too
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| The Keys to Your Heart | 
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
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8:42 am
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Thursday, September 29th, 2005
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5:27 pm
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Tuesday, September 13th, 2005
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5:57 pm
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Mean Girls sloved all my problems that I have been dealing with and haven't told anyone about. . . I love that movie its so sad
current music: THe Natives- HOllywood Undead
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Friday, May 20th, 2005
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10:47 am
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so yeah i am home. . . i saw matt twice so far. . . its goign to be a good summer
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Thursday, May 12th, 2005
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4:24 pm
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So, I head out of Harding at 2:00ish tomorrow and get back to OC at 900ish. . . it went by way too fast. . . I have my room to clean and to throw things in boxes now because I am tried of trying to get everything in boxes that acutally fit and look like now its like AAAA time and I need to just get it DONE. . . SO yes, I am almost done with all of this stuff. . . Hopefully everything will turn out okay . . . for what I need to do tomorrow before I leave. . . yes, indeed. . . I must try to get some sleep since I only got like 3 hours of sleep today. . . I packed way too much last night this moring. . .I can't wait it seems like tomorrow is taking forever. . . butI have dreading tonight when I have to say good bye to Lacey and Meegan its going to be really hard and I have tissue ready for when I have to say bye. . . at least Meegan is comming in tomorrow maybe to say bye then and Lacey leaves tommorrow at like 5am. . . its going to be weird without them for the summer but hopefully I have my old friends that I use to hang out with around more often and make new friends for the summer when I am at college out there and then work. . . so yes this screen is like too burrly right now and my eyes are killing me so this is the last entry on this befoer I leave Harding for the summer. . .
current mood:  and dreading saying bye
current music: Some song by SOCO
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Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
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12:47 pm
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So today is devoted to packing and then meeting Kit Kat. . . So Friday is a lot sooner so I am going to be packing up this computer tomorrow and putting it away for a whole year. . . So if you really need me at all just call my cell cause I do get bored easily. . . I am like AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA right now. . .
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1 How many X Make me cry
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Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
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8:46 pm
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I can't believe this at 3:30 pm I am leaving Harding on Friday. . . not to come back till Aug. . . Orange County seemed like a dream that I was never going to see again but I am. . . it's so nice right now that I get to go back but I am going to miss you guys here at Harding but looking forward to seeing ya Orange Countians (that looks weird) well I'm off to go wash some clothing and then I am going to be packing up this mess of mine. . . <3 you guys
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1 How many X Make me cry
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Monday, May 9th, 2005
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2:36 pm
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I wish I can write like this again. . . i use to be so like random and give those things ot my friends all the time but this one means the most to me cause its about my cowboy that is far from me cause i messed up that friendship. . . but yeah its still the same with him and i love him to death but it not the same in return anymore. . . its funny how you can grow apart after knowing someone for almost seven year (i think) if its been that long wow. . . he is the one of the few i still will trust my whole life. . . .
you are the one i run to
the one i cry to
the one i can trust
i can hide in your love
from all the world
i can take your words
till the end
not all can be expressed
of what i can bleieve
when you put your faith in me
even when i hurt you are there
you take me and care for me
even if you can only call
words between us are priceless
they are pieces of my heart
a heart that glows with memories of you
still a day will never pass without
a thought of you
someday it will end but really
it wont cause if its in the
heart its always there reminding
of the times that were shared
both good bad and everything else
i am thankful that you are my
friend but much more than that
because of the trust and love
i have with you
ps those last part ring true for him and i right now but hopefully it will all work out till the end
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Friday, May 6th, 2005
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11:20 am - My weekish to come
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Going to be back in OC on the 13th
MY B-DAY and my buddy Jason's is the 14th
Going to see TBS and JEW with Jason the 14th
Getting my hair done the 18th
Going to vist with my buddy Matt sometime during the week of the 15th
I thought that this was funny. . .
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1 How many X Make me cry
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